Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Going Home

Yesterday was a difficult day for me.  My husband and I have been preparing to go home to North Carolina.  It would be easy to stay here in KY with our parents but we have never done easy, so its time to go home.  Walking through the front door will be the hardest part, but I know if I can make it through the door into our home that Noah spend most of his life, I can begin to move forward and begin to heal.  This is all about moving FORWARD!

There are a few more things to do when we get home.  I asked my husband to go with me to talk to someone.  Bradley and I are grieving completely differently and I don't think either of us understand each other, and for us this is a first.  So we need help to process our thoughts and feelings so we can begin to grieve together.  Also I have looked into a couple support groups that are local and I think this will help us talking to others who have been where we are and survived.  Bradley is nervous to talk to a group of strangers, but I am looking forward to it.  Besides, we don't have to say anything until we are comfortable.  We can spend a couple visits just listening. 

Once we are home and settled I will be able to write more.  The last few days have been taxing on both of us.  I'd like to also start video blogging as well, hopefully I can figure out how to do that and add it to this blog.  Until next time, thanks for bearing with my rambling.  Much love to all<3

2 comments:

  1. Its great to see you writing it helps a lot. Let me know how it goes when you get home. I know it is hard because men and women greive different. Women want to talk and men kind of keep it in. I know that's how it was with us. I pray you find a great group and gain a lot from it. I am always here for you if you need me.

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  2. I am so sorry for your loss. I found your page through Easton's page. You talked above about talking to someone. My cousin lost her daughter and she started going to Compassionate Friends, which is a organization helping parents deal with the loss of their children. There might be a chapter near you that might help. You can search their website for a location near you. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

    http://www.compassionatefriends.org/home.aspx

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